The Rabbit Hole
The rabbit knows the rabbit hole of 𝗪𝗢𝗥𝗥𝗬.
He has been in it before. He knows what haunts him there. Those dark perinneal shadows that lurk there. They are uncomfortable and there are many of them.
They sometimes come together ganging up and attack the poor rabbit. Poor rabbit, in the dark of the night just doesn’t know where to go. He has to face them.
He is scared. Some voices are familiar, coming from past. He has been there in that rabbit hole in the past. And he did manage to get out of there by some chance coincidence.
And then he fell in the next where he had to figure a way out again. He can’t remember how but he knew the feeling and he shudders.
He has had experience of many rabbit holes.
Sometimes when he did manage to peep out and he saw some other rabbits disappearing, and he only heard their wails, shrieking, cries, sobs, cry for help very unlike rabbits and he got scared. He didn’t want to even imagine what was going on for them. He just could feel a chill down his rabbit spine.
Thank God I am not in theirs.
He selfishly felt even grateful despite the reality. But one thing the rabbit learnt was that as soon as the dawn came the shadows would disappear. And sometimes even in the rabbit holes sometimes there was 𝘀𝗶𝗹𝗲𝗻𝗰𝗲 in the midst of the night. As if they were scared too.
They would retreat back.
The rabbit felt the presence of a bigger 𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗱𝗼𝘄, the biggest of them all but he just couldn’t see. It was too dark for his 𝗿𝗮𝗯𝗯𝗶𝘁 vision 𝗿𝗮𝗯𝗯𝗶𝘁 𝘃𝗶𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻.
Somehow this shadow felt different. This one said nothing. This one wasn’t scary. Rabbit would often have a glimpse of a manly figure lurking behind those ghost like figures. Almost as if he controlled them too.
Rabbit often questioned his purpose there,
” 𝗯𝗼𝘁𝗵 𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗛𝗜𝗦”. More the time he spent in the rabbit hole, he began to understand that there was a 𝘀𝗮𝗳𝗲 corner in them too. Somewhere where these ghostly figures won’t reach him. As if they were against a wall. It felt as if rabbit’s purpose was to befriend them instead of trying to run away looking for an escape. The more he ran away, the more they would follow him and catch him in no time. Back to square one in a rabbit hole.
It was as if each thing he thought about was developing into a shadow to scare and howl back at him. And then it occurred to the rabbit. 𝗘𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗶𝘁𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗿 𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗿𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝘁𝗼𝗼, 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗲𝗺𝗽𝘁𝘆 𝗼𝗳 𝗵𝗶𝗺𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳. He had to become the void himself, an empty vessel while facing them knowing and trusting the very fact that if he thought them enough, then he would reach a point where there would be nothing else to think about except catch the thought itself at its inception. It had to dissolve. It would be self destroyed or the only other option was to go back to the bigger shadow that somehow sucked them inside. Whoever it was that bigger HIM was bigger than the ghosts itself.
The rabbit was almost losing it when his bunny ears attuned to a powerful voice that said, ” Fear not for I am here”.” 𝗙𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗜 𝗮𝗺 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲”.
Who are you asked rabbit sheepishly?
𝗜 𝗮𝗺 𝗕𝗵𝗼𝗼𝘁𝗲𝘀𝗵𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗮 ( other name of Shiva)
Rabbit was listening attentively now. The voice was powerful.
𝗜 𝗮𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗟𝗼𝗿𝗱 𝗼𝗳 𝗴𝗵𝗼𝘀𝘁𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗶𝘁𝘀.
Means… You are above them?
Yes, I am above all else and I have been watching you dear one. Whenever that dance goes between you and them, you forget to connect and look up.
Have you even noticed that 𝗜 𝗔𝗠 taller, wider, bigger, stronger and so huge right behind them that you fail to see me. They merge into me. You sense me but you haven’t trained your eyes yet to see me. The rabbit hole is just about that a vision and a trust that needs to develop.
It is all about getting comfortable with these rabbit holes too on your journey so that you are never scared to fall.
You see , ” 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝗹” .
Fail, fall and remember whichever rabbit hole you fall into you will still find me.
More than outside where they search for me they don’t know that they will find me in the rabbit holes.
I give company to all that haunts you. The ghosts that scare you are created by you and destroyed by me.
I am the destroyer.
I am Shiva.
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Date : 06/06/2025
